what im feeling now is not not not good..
will someone help me out of this pit
its so black here im afraid i cant see
im thinking thoughts i should not think
it scares me that so much has changed.
im caught in a paradoxical situation
im living in distortion
okay. im really exasperated.
this hasnt been a good day.
maybe when i wake up tomorrow
all negativity will be erased
and everything will be back in order.
the mess i once lived in but now realise is order enough.
this is a very stupid and personal entry.
im like, blabbering incoherently.
feeling very messed up inside, i need to sort things out.
i think i'll feel lame the next time i re-read this post,
but whatever
im tired.
night.